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I want to cry, but I’m totally lost .I try to deal with this, but feel like q hostqge .I want to do something, but I can’t move any forward .I try to realize what is happening, but I can’t think , I can’t distinguish where am I ? am I on the right path ? or should I just move ? .Everything feels like it’s going slower than normal ! than usual ? Every step I take feels like I can’t go forward. Everything ‘s leading meh backward I feel so heavy but….How am I supposed to deal with this when I’m not even here in my own body? You tell meh how am I supposed to open up and talk when I myself cannot diagnosis whatta ‘s happening ? is it a storm thunder ? or just meh flipping out of bed ? My soul is far away, somewhere were nothing can reach it. Where I myself cannot , wellah I fetch for it but can hardly think of the places where I can find it I lost my way, I lost myself , that’s whatta I believe I did , yeah seems like I lost everything And honest to...