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THE PROBLEM WITH FOREVER

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“My name is Mallory...Dodge.” I drew in a deep breath, speaking to no one. “And I like...I like reading. And I don’t like...I don’t like who I am.”    BUCKLE UP !  i've nothing but a bunch of things to say , man ! i finished ' THE PROBLEM WITH FOREVER '  a while back and was like  : JLA , did it AGAIN ! her writing is addicting as f*** ( don't mind my language , but holy shit people she's amazing ) . The story revolves around the two major characters RIDER whose life was a total mess , filled with danger of death in no time ; and  MALLORY the  girl who's stuck in her past like a hostage in bed  . However ,  they both grew up in an abusive foster home without enough to eat hummed with fear of beating ;  Rider  took it upon himself to be Mallory's  protector and to keep her as safe as he could. Until that day, after an aggressive  violent confrontation, she disappeared and never showed up again . Years wen...

I WONDER ?

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   I wonder who I was before depression got into my life. I wonder what it was like to be happy. because I can’t remember when I was happy, and the pain that’s stuck in my chest, it won’t leave. what if it never goes away?what if i persue living like this ? what if I keep feeling it  in my chest ? what if meds won’t fix meh ? what if therapist won’t be able to help meh ? what if nobody understands ? what if I die ? wouldn’t it be a great idea ? ha ? close your eyes nd lay on your bed , relax ! shut and let us imagine ! try to be J ,K Rowling for once , imagine a world where there’s no meh ? ha see ? the smile on your face you can’t help it , yessss ik I’m a burden Ik n and that’s alright , let meh tell you something ! I’m gonna be a good person and fade away where nobody ‘s there ! but you have to keep it a hush hush , Okay?