I WONDER ?

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I wonder who I was before depression got into my life. I wonder what it was like to be happy. because I can’t remember when I was happy, and the pain that’s stuck in my chest, it won’t leave. what if it never goes away?what if i persue living like this ? what if I keep feeling it  in my chest ? what if meds won’t fix meh ? what if therapist won’t be able to help meh ? what if nobody understands ? what if I die ? wouldn’t it be a great idea ? ha ? close your eyes nd lay on your bed , relax ! shut and let us imagine ! try to be J ,K Rowling for once , imagine a world where there’s no meh ? ha see ? the smile on your face you can’t help it , yessss ik I’m a burden Ik n and that’s alright , let meh tell you something ! I’m gonna be a good person and fade away where nobody ‘s there ! but you have to keep it a hush hush , Okay?










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  1. AnonymousMay 16, 2018 at 12:05 AM

    What if u just try to forgive the past the old ppl that once upon a time were close enough to u.. The old friends maybe.. & da most important, u gotta forgive ur self either.. What if that could probably get u out of this depression!! .. What if u start liking & loving urself again.. What if there's someone wo really misses u.. What if i do !!
    Probably all u can do is just to hate me.. Close ur eyes for once & imagine u truly can't any happy moments of us.. Were we that totally fake?!

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