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   I wonder who I was before depression got into my life. I wonder what it was like to be happy. because I can’t remember when I was happy, and the pain that’s stuck in my chest, it won’t leave. what if it never goes away?what if i persue living like this ? what if I keep feeling it  in my chest ? what if meds won’t fix meh ? what if therapist won’t be able to help meh ? what if nobody understands ? what if I die ? wouldn’t it be a great idea ? ha ? close your eyes nd lay on your bed , relax ! shut and let us imagine ! try to be J ,K Rowling for once , imagine a world where there’s no meh ? ha see ? the smile on your face you can’t help it , yessss ik I’m a burden Ik n and that’s alright , let meh tell you something ! I’m gonna be a good person and fade away where nobody ‘s there ! but you have to keep it a hush hush , Okay?

 It's that time of year again , it's time to say goodbye , it's time to reflect and stands for the farewell . Let's flip back , shall we ? At the very beginning of the year i set a list of goals that i achieved half of them and drew a different path from my current one  that' i'd go through , all that before the whirlwind took giant place and my life went through a total shift , if you asked me  that time how would i imagine myself this year ( 2017 ) i'd definitely reply saying so far away from the person i become . You know ! i was that kind of depressed girl , struggling with social anxiety , pretending doing well ... drowned in her problems , floating on the edge of memories , fights each morning to get off her bed and hardly forces her self to smile and accept her mere reality . This year was one of the hardest years in my life .Yet, the coolest and the best one as well ! Regardless of  all the pain i've been through , my life changed upside down...

Hello !  lovely bookaholics today i'm gonna talk about a book that got me blown and speechless for minutes because i didn't know whether i liked it or not , whether i am happy or angry with the author...But all i knew i had a giant argue  to make a review about it ...But, first had to filter the multiple feelings  i had by a second read ... the story follows the struggle of a Pakistani , American Muslim girl at middle school who is trying to cope the different cultures of her country and her parents country as well . and stay true to her family's ...so Amina's a simple girl who'd be so happy only by hanging out with her christian  friend , she starts growing up when  facing changes and   having a grievous   time adjusting to middle school's shifting friendships and  trying to understand  more about her traditional Muslim uncle who is visiting'em from Pakistan  take place .   Thus, the story   moves quic...

YO WASSUP !  how're you all doing ? YOHO it's been a while ... missed blogging and reviewing  man . Without further do let's jump right into it ,  so i've just finished my second read of a masterpiece of my favorite author of  this year   ( i may say she's my picked for 2017 ) which is MAYBE SOMEDAY ! i'm so in love with the plot ; the characters and everything despite the fact that Colleen i myself left meh with bunch of Q marks ?  and kept me wondering about the end . However , the book discusses the story of Sydney who falls in love with her musician neighbor , their story was so different and so original and it's really hard to be reviewing such a book , because it seriously starts with a punch right in the face ...due to Syd catching her BF of two years cheating on her with her BEST FRIEND / ROOMMATE . And when her neighbor broke the news to her about what 's going on behind her back ... she becomes so close to Ridge and  from there a frien...

Hiya  bookaholics ! how 's life treating ya so far ? Today's article  gonna be obviously about a book that has blown my mind and made me stare at the ceiling for like more than 15min  like WOW ! it's one of Colleen's baes and so mine ,  yeah some of you may guessed the book i'm talking about ...IT ENDS WITH US  yeaaaah ... So the story follows the two main characters Lily who's a hard working girl  ; graduated from college then moved to Boston , And Ryle who's a stubborn and a little arrogant and sensitively brilliant Dr , it's not about falling in love story but it has more themes than  only this... it talks about a real love and  how it feels being abused and domestically violence and much more ... This book made me sobbing for hours at some parts was like : i gotta close the book and start crying ... it really got meh  on point the way that no book has never did...And maybe because it  has a huge part of the author's  real li...

Hello !   Ohayo ! Annyeong-haseo  ! Voilà   I t's me ..   *O*  My name's Ferial , English student ... and I am a daydreamer ,  love obsessing, books monster. My lazy days are reading days. My happy days are reading days. If I could, I would make every day a reading day . I created this blog in order to connect with book-loving spirits; as well as ,  to write about my favorite life style ( books ) . I can't promise a review for every book , but I can promise a review for every one that inspires me.