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"I find spending an hour or two every day running alone, not speaking to anyone, as well as four or five hours alone at my desk, to be neither difficult nor boring. I’ve had this tendency ever since I was young, when, given a choice, I much preferred reading books on my own or concentrating on listening to music over being with someone else. I could always think of things to do by myself" Mean can you just gawp at this marvelous quote , then i shall justify my absence ? Awe boy ,  been a  couple months since i read  What I Talk About When I Talk About Running  , dived into it knowing nothing.Yet, the author's name that made a giant hype all over the place . Maybe you haven't read  any of his books but at least you'v heard of him ... NO ? NO NO ! Boo! it's nah JOHN GREEN , it's Haruki Murakami D: . Well , when i first started  his baby , i was like hmmm seems good since everyone's else is talking about it let's give it a sh...

Hiya ! I read this almost  a couple months ago and realized I never reviewed it. When I finished the book, I just couldn't review it , it was  so powerful that  the ideas and  the words betrayed me  , i hardly seat myself  to review it today , it is just a MASTERPIECE that if i had the chance to rate it more than 5 stars i'd definitely do , usually i'm a crying bookish .Yet, this one turned me into sobbing like no book ever did , it turned me into a sad weeping mess quickly .  The story is  so   amazingly good and so  freaking sad. It's a brief memoir of a life ended way too early , it's about ,   Dr. Paul Kalanithi who was a neurosurgical resident entering his final year of training when he was diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer , about his wife , family and he's new born  baby and how they all faced his illness , it is more about ; the power of  the internal affections , and finally how can  a simple ...

HELLOW ! i know i outta be punished for the long absence , but c'mon i got caught up with a bunch of things to do , promise ! won't absent this much anymore . However , buckle up guys i just finished a book that got meh sobbing for hours ,  open-mouthed for minutes and lost in thoughts for seconds !  i mean how can a book do all that to a person ? i'd definitely say that this is :    The   most heartbreaking novel I have ever  read ,   I can't really write a review that will give this novel all of its credit . i just wanna ask you guys  :  How many books you have read that made you love, hate, cry, angry, remorse  and all the senses that a human being can experience ?  This book will make you feel human.  Mornings in Jenin is an amazing read and an insight to the lives of the Abulheha's family who are an ordinary Palestinian family living before and during  the creation of the state of Israel  ...

I want to cry, but I’m totally lost .I try to deal with this, but feel like q hostqge .I want to do something, but I can’t move any forward .I try to realize what is happening, but I can’t think , I can’t distinguish where am I ? am I on the right path ?   or should I just move ? .Everything feels like it’s going slower than normal ! than usual ? Every step I take feels like I can’t go forward. Everything ‘s leading meh backward I feel so heavy but….How am I supposed to deal with this when I’m not even here in my own body? You tell meh how am I supposed to open up and   talk when I myself cannot diagnosis whatta ‘s happening ?   is it a storm thunder ? or just   meh flipping out of bed ? My soul is far away, somewhere were nothing can reach it. Where I myself cannot , wellah I fetch for it but can hardly think of the places where I can find it I lost my way, I lost myself , that’s whatta I believe I did , yeah seems like I lost everything And   honest to...

“My name is Mallory...Dodge.” I drew in a deep breath, speaking to no one. “And I like...I like reading. And I don’t like...I don’t like who I am.”    BUCKLE UP !  i've nothing but a bunch of things to say , man ! i finished ' THE PROBLEM WITH FOREVER '  a while back and was like  : JLA , did it AGAIN ! her writing is addicting as f*** ( don't mind my language , but holy shit people she's amazing ) . The story revolves around the two major characters RIDER whose life was a total mess , filled with danger of death in no time ; and  MALLORY the  girl who's stuck in her past like a hostage in bed  . However ,  they both grew up in an abusive foster home without enough to eat hummed with fear of beating ;  Rider  took it upon himself to be Mallory's  protector and to keep her as safe as he could. Until that day, after an aggressive  violent confrontation, she disappeared and never showed up again . Years wen...

   I wonder who I was before depression got into my life. I wonder what it was like to be happy. because I can’t remember when I was happy, and the pain that’s stuck in my chest, it won’t leave. what if it never goes away?what if i persue living like this ? what if I keep feeling it  in my chest ? what if meds won’t fix meh ? what if therapist won’t be able to help meh ? what if nobody understands ? what if I die ? wouldn’t it be a great idea ? ha ? close your eyes nd lay on your bed , relax ! shut and let us imagine ! try to be J ,K Rowling for once , imagine a world where there’s no meh ? ha see ? the smile on your face you can’t help it , yessss ik I’m a burden Ik n and that’s alright , let meh tell you something ! I’m gonna be a good person and fade away where nobody ‘s there ! but you have to keep it a hush hush , Okay?

 It's that time of year again , it's time to say goodbye , it's time to reflect and stands for the farewell . Let's flip back , shall we ? At the very beginning of the year i set a list of goals that i achieved half of them and drew a different path from my current one  that' i'd go through , all that before the whirlwind took giant place and my life went through a total shift , if you asked me  that time how would i imagine myself this year ( 2017 ) i'd definitely reply saying so far away from the person i become . You know ! i was that kind of depressed girl , struggling with social anxiety , pretending doing well ... drowned in her problems , floating on the edge of memories , fights each morning to get off her bed and hardly forces her self to smile and accept her mere reality . This year was one of the hardest years in my life .Yet, the coolest and the best one as well ! Regardless of  all the pain i've been through , my life changed upside down...